At times i really wished i was someone else.

Someone who has individuality and not someone who is forever seeking for approvals. I live for people around me and not for myself. How pathetic can that be. Nowadays I find it's so tiring being myself that my mind shut off automatically and even to the extent that i hope i was partially mute or deaf. This is so that i have a valid reason to be living in my own world.

I'm sorry for being so weak.
Even lost the strength of pretending to be fine.
This is the first time i'm going to say,
no, i'm not okay.
The usual bubbly self is taking a time off.

Till then, goodbye..