What do I get in return after all the compromising?
It's all the bullshit and taking everything for granted attitude.

I'm losing myself and I'm so glad that this stone knocked me so hard that I've finally come to my senses and decided to do something for myself. I want to have my own say and be respected, so sick and tried of being a stupid follower. I'll always remember what well said on the day before I turned eighteen. Finally willing to take a step forward to fulfill my wish. It's not in the hands of god or any other human beings, at the end of the day it still comes down to me.

So from today onwards, start living for yourself and love yourself more.


Just when I'm editing this blog post, this question hit me..
Or maybe I'm born to be a follower?

Sigh.
Oh fuck this irony world!
Everything in my brain is now f up.
Hey brain, stop all the thinking will you? How I wish Einstein invented an onoff button for brains. It's friggin 4am now and I've got a long day tomorrow I need a break, a rest, a sleep that will temporary allow my pea-sized brain recover and digest all the rubbish.