Your best friend takes leave.

Everything started to change ever since i began to have expectations. I'm willing to sacrifice therefore i expect the same return to be coming back from you. Maybe i got too greedy in the process that i've became so unreasonable and intolerable. I probably have not told you this before but you're one of the best gift i ever had. Picking a fight with you was one of the ways for me to show my concern, apparently i wasn't doing a good job in expressing myself and i always assume that you know how i felt. Turns out to be, you're yet another blockhead. Honestly hate myself for being so greedy, i wasn't like that in the past. I used to give in to you and expect no return. If i can dump aside all the concerns just to tell you how i really feel, trust me i will. But something is holding me back.. Sorry for not being able to be frank with you. Because, i can't.