Never felt so in debt with someone before because i know i'll never be able to repay the kindness. Stop giving me the special/best treatment, i can't bring myself to make up for all your good intention and all these are making me feel pressurized. Do i look like i'm enjoying it? No. Not telling you in the face how uncomfortable i feel because you're a very nice person and i don't want to make things awkward between us.

I just want to be normal.