Emotional breakdown, i hate it when this happens to me. I dislike crying, i can't stand myself being all weak and emotional i can't bring myself to saying this to any of my close friends because it's so attention seeking. Also cause, i don't want to be deem weak, i really am not. But here i am, once again, can't help but to feel lousy, to feel inferior. This is really who i am. And at times like these, i really feel like going into hiding, so that no one sees such an ugly creature. I just needed a space to vent, all these emotions and feelings will subside and i'll be my normal once again. Just not tonight.